it's been a
long time, isn't it? i am such a mess of writer. writer? or blogger? i don't
know so whatever. anyhow, i can say that life is getting better every day. let
me believe in it.
so let me
tell you a story about yesterday about a boy with constellation tattoos
and his lover, a boy with fire magic in his veins.
a boy with
constellation tattoos. what a beautiful concept.
i am not
going to tell you the full story, i just want to tell you that the story is so
pure. i really thought that i read many lines of love poem. if only i could
meet the author, i will hug her so tight and say thank you for hurting me
beautifully.
and i think
about the story a lot;
or maybe i
just want to fall in love again;
question
mark.
i don't
know, it's just the story affects me that much. and make me think about
the past, past relationships. i remember that i was and am an
egoistic one. mostly. so i am sorry. for you, if you read this. also, i pray for
your happiness, you have to know that. you deserve better. and thank you for
loving me so much.
really, i
really thought that i don't deserve someone to love me that bad.
to the
future someone that i haven't met yet, let me tell you a promiseㅡ that i
am going to make you the happiest person ever.
it's a
promise for a lifetime.
and for a
boy with constellation tattoos and his loverㅡ, i want to
believe that happy ever after is your ending. maybe your lover burns you when
you touch his fingertips but water magic is in your veins so please make it
rain. and be in love foreverㅡ with every
little thing he does and every detail of each other flaws.
you can say
that i am too much for just one story. but it wasㅡ and is beautiful. what's harm about that?
to find one
beautiful thing every day is something we need to be grateful.
so, until
then.
have a good
day.